No, I'm not. [He's bent halfway over, picking something up from off the ground. He straightens.] It isn't really about that, though.

[Or...is it? Eren's lips draw briefly into a tight line. He looks tense; after a moment, though, the tension evens out into something...weaker. His hand idly flexes and twists at his side, as if in pain.]

Those people...The ones who believe in me, even though I fail them again and again, even though I hate myself...

[Subaru gets it, right?]

I don't want to go home to them tonight.

[He is not entirely clueless; he gets how it sounds.]

They won't mind. It's not like that.